Every once in a while this unbelievable sadness comes over my heart and breaks it all over again ... not because of the way things are but the way things could have been.

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@04.04

April 5, 2006

nag-away na naman kami ni b* kagabi…wat else is new di ba? nag-away kami kasi sinimangutan ko sya…sinimangutan ko siya kasi aalis sya ng 3-5 days for Zambales. Naarkila kasi sya ni Gary, ung may-ari ng bahay na pinupuntahan namin dun. Eh nakakainis kasi naka-schedule na kami na mag-su-swimming with the kids, tapos uunahin na naman nya ung work…

ending, magka-away kami, ewan ko kung bati na kami ngayon…

and as always, na-bardot na naman ako sa business review. lahat naman eh. nakakapagod na din tong trabaho na to talaga. pero walang magagawa, kelangan ko ng pera. ang dami ko pang babayaran.

day-off ko mamayang gabi…should i be happy? eh wala naman si b*…

[ edit 7:43 AM 4/5/2006 ]

nakakainis talaga si B*, sobrang unpredictable nya. one moment aawayin nya ko, tapos the next, parang walang nangyari. like now, nagtext sya :

My paalis na kami breakfast ka muna ha lo bat pala isa cel ko pagdating ko charge ako agad luv u my

pero kanina lang nag-aaway kami sa texts. ano ba yan…

so since mukang maganda ang mood nya, humingi na din ako ng pasensya (ayaw nya kasi ng sorry kasi ang sorry daw minsan lang sinasabi)

 

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i am…

April 4, 2006
scared
of the shadow
that haunts me.
scared
 of the past
of the dead to rise.
scared
of myself…
of the truth.
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REVIEW : goals for 2006

  • go wall climbing by April
  • learn one sport
  • go to puerto galera by March
  • make new friends
  • fix my marriage
  • start a savings
  • find a lot and buy it
  • learn to drive
  • make career advancements
  • monthly quality kids time
  • improve on attendance
  • start a hobby
  • go to Enchanted Kingdom
  • go to Bicol

<edited October 22, 2006 by pRimadonna>

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@04.03

  • bought B* Nike Jordan Team Concept
  • i’m officially BROKE…don’t ask why
  • im doomed tomorrow because of my 50-something score (and the target is 85%)
  • my pends are all piled up…blame the printer, its busted!
  • half my team are new-hires…READ : attrition.
  • im sooo sleepy…sleep deficit? no, rest overdose.
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hanna, the birthday girl

happy birthday HANNA!!!!

 

the birthday girl w/ me

 

thanks for the lunch at Galera…looking forward to drinks on Saturday! ;)

wishing that we you age gracefully! hehehe..

and sana sa susunod na post ko, wedding wishes naman for you and Glenn….

 

 

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my weekend in pictures

April 3, 2006
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LSS : spiral staircase

March 31, 2006

I don’t remember what day it was
I didn’t notice what time it was
All I know is that I fell in love with you
And if all my dreams come true
I’ll be spending time with you

Every day’s a new day in love with you
With each day comes a new way of loving you
Every time I kiss your lips my mind starts to wander
And if all my dreams come true
I’ll be spending time with you

Oh, I love you more today than yesterday
But not as much as tomorrow
I love you more today than yesterday
But, darling, not as much as tomorrow

Tomorrow’s date means springtime’s just a day away
Cupid, we don’t need ya now, be on your way
I thank the lord for love like ours that grows ever stronger
And I always will be true I know you feel the same way too.

Oh, I love you more today than yesterday
But not as much as tomorrow
I love you more today than yesterday
But only half as much as tomorrow

Every day’s a new day, every time I love ya
Every way’s a new way, every time I love ya
Every day’s a new day, oh, how I love ya

- I LOVE YOU MORE TODAY THAN YESTERDAY, Spiral Starecase

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my moviestar double

got this email from VON : Who’s Your Movie Star Double?

An intellectual like you needs to be played by someone who understands how to be deep without being boring, someone who can grasp complicated subjects and make them seem clear cut, someone like Cate Blanchett. Whether bringing to life Elizabethan stories or playing an undercover WWII courier in Charlotte Gray, Cate has shown the world that being smart can be sexy.

Were you sometimes the kid in class who realized when the teacher made a mistake — even if you didn’t always point it out? Now that you’re grown up, it wouldn’t surprise us if you still liked the challenge of banter or enjoyed staying up late talking about the latest in political, social, or celebrity circles. Your glamour comes from your head first and radiates out through your looks. Cate’s a natural to star as you because she, like you, has a good head on her shoulders. And she isn’t afraid to use it.

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tagay ni abet

kasalanan ni mushy

List seven songs you’re into right now. No matter what the genre is, whether (or not) they have words, or even if they’re any good, they must be songs you’re really enjoying right now. Post these instructions in your blog along with your seven songs, then tag seven other people to see what they’re listening to:

1. ulan - so true

2. tatooed on my mind - yes, the events will never be erased

3. untitled - suffering the consequences of my actions

4. high - when im feeling down

5. ugly - no need to explain

6. heaven knows (angel has flown away) - yep, i lost my angel

7. behind these hazel eyes - i shall not cry

 

im tagging :

earvin

steel

maimai

alvin

tinxie

kneeko

ra

[ edited 9:47 PM 4/4/2006 ]

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@3.27

hay…at last the team building funds were released. On April 1, we’ll go wall climbing at Power Up Pasig…then a lot of gimiks came up…April 22, the team will be in Quezon and on April 30 we’ll be in Laguna…hay, buti na lang wala kaming lakad sa April 15. Balak ko kasi maghanda for Sofie’s birthday..dalin ko kaya team ko sa Bulacan? hmm…pag may pera. hehehe.

Problemado na naman ako sa score ko…as always. Hindi na yata talaga ito mababago. Deaf ears na naman ako nito sa Tuesday.

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