Every once in a while this unbelievable sadness comes over my heart and breaks it all over again ... not because of the way things are but the way things could have been.

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March 24, 2006

we're going to puerto later! yehey? naku, hindi rin. kasi naman, i had my period! eh, hello? puti kaya ung swimsuit ko. ARRGH!

so mukang outfit lang talaga ang ipupunta ko sa galera. we'll meet up at the bus station later at 3am para by 6am nasa batangas na kami. sana makahanap kami dun ng murang bahay para mas maraming pera pang-inom. hehehe. as if malakas ako uminom.

hindi pa ko nakakapag-pack, kahit ung mga gamit ng mga bata na dadalhin sa mga in-laws ko, hindi pa din ready. mamaya na lang siguro pag dating ko sa bahay.

wala na naman ako natapos sa buhay ko today. ang survey ko 100% nga, kasi 5 lang. boom boom din ako sa # of surveys. hayyy…….

later after shift, baka magpunta ako sa St Francis Square. bibili ako ng tank top. kasi ung mama ko, namantsahan ung binili ko last week…

sobrang wala talaga akong nagawa today…sumakit pa ung ulo ko. ewan kung bakit, eh kumain naman ako.

oo nga pala, i wore my new havaianas to work kahit bawal ang slippers. hehehe. nakalusot naman.

Posted by primadonna at 9:34 am | permalink | comments[1]

mirrors

alam mo dapat talaga kalimutan mo na un. dapat by this time hindi na un pumapasok sa isip mo. nagpakatanga ka na nga noon, magpapakagaga ka na naman ngayon!

at dapat hindi mo hinahayaan ang kahit sino na ibaba ang morale mo. kung hindi mo mamahalin ang sarili mo, sino pa ang magmamahal syo? hayaan mo lang sila. sa bandang huli matututunan din nila na i-appreciate ka.

 

Posted by primadonna at 5:06 am | permalink | comments[1]

what i should have said

 

Everything happened too fast. We talked for a long time and yet I feel that I did not tell you what I really need to. Just in case, by any chance, in a weird cosmic coincidence… You’ll be able to read this.

You said, I’m sorry
I should have said, you don’t have to. It might have been painful in the end but we had our times together and they were beautiful. You shouldn’t be sorry for something so beautiful.

You said, this isn’t the right time
I should have said, it was not right… but it was our time. This is our time, it might not be right but it’s not wrong. We found each other and loved each other, in our time.

You said, I should have did it the right way
I should have said, you did it your way. I love your way, it’s your way that made it all right.

You said, One day you’ll tell them that you went out with a loser
I should have said, I’ll tell them that I went out with you. I went out with a real person who has his weakness and strength. I went out with someone who made me a better person.

You said, I cannot give you what I want to give you right now
I should have said, YOU DID. You gave me your love, you gave me memories. The picnic in the park, conversations in the coffee shop, you gave me enough to last me a lifetime.

You said, I’m not worth it
I should have said, YOU ARE!

You said, this isn’t my first choice
I should have said, it is.

You said, I’ll always think of you as special
I should have said, I’ll always think of you AS special because you are incredible.

You said, One day, I wish to see you and give you a big hug
I should have said, I wish to see you one day.

You are one extraordinary person, all the tears, all the pain… it’s all worth it. Thank you for the memories, I didn’t think that we’ll be able to have such fun memories. Thanks for the tears, I didn’t imagine myself pouring out those tears. Thanks for breaking my heart, it made me a better person. Thanks for stepping into my life, it was a short time but you made a difference.

Remember what I told you… I love you, remember that!

- excerpt from GirlTalk

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